I am very disappointed in myself for giving such a lacklustre performance. I expected much better of myself, because of the heaps of practice and amount of time we had to prepare for this OP.
During my oral presentation, I felt that I didn't look around the audience as much as I hoped I would. I had also wanted to click on my slides without looking, but I failed to do so. I was very nervous, and that affects my presentations to quite a large extent, as I've gathered from my previous experiences. I thought I engaged the audience, but I paused at awkward moments when the audiences whispered to each other, though I should've ignored that. In my recap, one of the recommendations slipped out of my mind for a moment. Unfortunately, it was pretty obvious, and I'm still kicking myself for that right now. Things got better in Q&A, and I thought I fared slightly better. I felt very much "frozen" throughout my OP.
Now for the whining part: I met my group (another module) for discussion and it ended in the wee hours. When I finally got back home, I couldn't sleep and I ended up staying up the whole night. Fatigue may have attributed to my lousy performance, but I felt it was the gradual build-up of tension from insomnia that slaughtered me.
On a slightly more cheerful note, I'm thankful it's over!
On an even more cheerful note, no more assignments!
Cheers!
3 weeks ago